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Friday, September 28, 2018

More Than Meets the Eye: Kavanaugh, Unicron & The Autobot Vagina of Jewish Theater

Yesterday I finally had the opportunity of seeing Transformers: The Movie (1986) on the big screen. The one-day screening was a Fathom Events promotion.

When the film originally blessed theaters on August 8th, 1986 my cousin told me how great it was when we were both kids. I didn’t see it until 1988 when it aired on Sunday morning television right before the cartoon was pulled from public television in favor of Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles. Fuck the Ninja Turtles. Transformers is the greatest cartoon of all time.

I’ll never forget when Megatron went ratchet and transformed into a hand-held ratchet so Starscream could blast Ratchet, Iron Hide, Brawn and Prowl to death as their eyes ignited and the black smoke of death billowed out of their mouths. When I saw this wild shit as a kid, I was totally speechless.

As an adult, I was able to make some observations that I wasn’t able to make 30 years ago in 1988. However 30 is approximately the number of years it takes the planet Saturn to make one revolution around the sun (actually it’s 29.4 years, but I did qualify my statement by saying “approximately”).  Both the Roman god and planet Saturn figure prominently in this film.

First of all, it returned to theaters on September 27, 2018 which is the height of the Jewish holiday known as Sukkot, which literally translates to “Feast  of Tabernacles” in Hebrew. We know who runs the American film industry based in Hollywood, so I won’t waste your time getting in to all of the details. The book An Empire of Their Own: How the Jews Invented Hollywood may be a good place to start if you don’t already know. The book came out 30 years ago.

During Sukkot—which is celebrated for 8 days—Jews DEVOUR their dinner outdoors inside of a black cube enclosure (although colors may vary). A cube has 8 points. The holiday lasts 8 days and the planet Saturn is synonymous with the number 8 in Western numerology. It’s also associated with blackness. Jews obey the Sabbath on Saturday which is literally “Saturn’s day.”

In both eastern and western astrology the planet Saturn brings trials, tribulation, and hardship to people, especially if they are not hardworking and vigilant in their day-to-day lives. Saturn is a JUDGE, which is why judges wear black, which is the color of lead, the alchemical element tied to Saturn.

In Roman mythology, Saturn—who was known as Kronos in ancient Greece—is the DEVOURER of his children. In Transformers: The Movie,  the planet Unicron takes on the adversarial role of Saturn. 

His very image is based on the cover of Liz Greene’s astrology book entitled Saturn: A New Look at an Old Devil. Unicorn also DEVOURS his children in the movie as he consumed the Decepticon leader Galvatron, whom he created,  after Galvatron brings him the Autobot Matrix of Leadership.


There is a Holy Grail aspect to the Autobot Matrix of Leadership, so we can easily say that it represents the womb. I won’t drive that point home though. There is already an excellent article by Bridgewater State University professor Jessica Lévai on that subject entitled Evidenceof the Female Divine in Transformers: The Movie that does the job.  

In the movie, Unicron, who is essentially a robotic version of the god Saturn, tells Megatron that the matrix, the womb, is “the one thing; the only thing” that stands in the way of his quest for power and total domination of the cosmos.

 As Transformers the Movie returned to theaters for just one day on September 27, 2018, the world was watching the accusations of Christine Blasey Ford on Capital Hill. During the Senate Judiciary Committee  hearing, she said that U.S. Supreme Court JUDGE nominee Brett Kavanaugh raped her as a teen.

The surname “Ford” brings to mind the automobile titan, Ford Motors which manufacture cars. Autobots usually take the form of cars. The name “Christine” is the feminine version of the title “Christ.” In Transformers: The Movie the car automobile cast in the Christ role is Hot Rod, who undergoes the transfiguration into Rodimus Prime who then owns the Autobot Matrix of Leadership. Christine Blasey Ford may just be “The One” who “lights our darkest hour” on America’s political theater stage.

Kavanaugh’s allegedly dark and predatory relationship with a womb, which is a matrix that belongs to Ms. Ford, may be “the one thing; the only thing” that stands in the way of his political rise to power as a Supreme Court JUDGE. There are other women who have accused Donald Trump's nominee of rape, which is something to consider. Interestingly enough, Trump has been accused of ravaging some box himself. Grab 'em by the Tefillin

It’s also worth noting that in the realm of astrology Saturn plays the role of JUDGE. Through Ptah-Sokaric Synchronicity Kavanaugh has been cast in the role of Unicron, who is based on Saturn during the Jews’ Saturnian holiday of Sukkot.

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Sunday, September 16, 2018

Biters will be Eaten: A Message for Hungry Plagiarists

Shout-out to all of the plagiarists out there getting high on the cheap thrill of identity theft. This morning I was reading a post on the metaphysical principles of Rastafarianism on a digital media group totally dedicated to the subject. I appreciated the first post that I read since I have written on similar subject matter, but I didn’t learn anything I didn’t already know. Despite this, a voice in my head told me to read more because I would learn something. I most certainly did.

While reading the second post from 2016, I saw that the vocabulary, distinct angle, and unconventional connections that the voiceless narrator was making were eerily similar to material I had already written for my blog in 2011. As I kept reading, I soon came across multiple paragraphs where the individual had copied my published thoughts, verbatim, word-for-word, with no attribution to me at all. 

As I kept reading, I learned that MOST of the post were in fact my words, which came directly out of my head after synthesizing my research and my own life experiences. The Impostor promotes Ital (vegetarian) food, so I didn't understand why they were needlessly looking for beef. This is nothing new to me. I’ve been plagiarized for years, but my written words carry a gift and a curse. The reader’s intentions, character, and aptitude determines how they experience my words. Biters will be eaten. Lovers will be embraced by the globe. My jeweled crown was earned through laborious effort. You can’t take it off my head and wear it just because it matches with your outfit. I got a big head, so my crown probably won’t fit you anyway.

To top it off, I found MORE posts that were blatantly plagiarized with no attribution given to me. People were complimenting the impostor on how brilliant they were, but their words were ALL mine. If this fake Rasta could have stolen the interview I conducted with Haile Selassies Attorney General, he would have taken that too. That, however, is only in my book The Treasures of Darkness. Its not on my blog.

Be very skeptical of anyone presenting themselves to you as some altruistic teacher but they don’t have the humility to identify peers that they’ve gained insight from in whatever it is they’re teaching. These peers are often people they don’t actually know, but they’ve been moved by their expressed ideas in some way. This is a more genuine form of admiration, because there are no ulterior motives.

People love to shout out legendary teachers who’ve transitioned, or even wonderful Elders who are still alive, because it feels safe and gives the public the impression that they are the SOLE inheritors of a rich legacy of teaching. Some of these brothers will demonize Christianity, but they clearly have a Messianic Complex.

They subtly brand themselves as THE ONE. They only see competition in potential allies because their minds are really small and they’re not very bright. Their integrative skills are poor. In real life, they’re bozos. No one who really knows them respects them.  They sit on a perpetually revolving door of thrones.

Remember, no matter how bright you think someone is, they are receiving SOME portion of their light from men and women of their generation, who are ALSO proficient in similar areas of study. Some of these peers are well known. Others are not. Yet we all learn from and inspire each other. That’s just how the rhythm of life flows in the transmission of natural intelligence. Unfortunately, some  are proponents for Artificial Intelligence because they're not real.

You are only a teacher when you put the student onto other teachers you’ve learned from. Otherwise you’re just a self-serving bum passing yourself off as a king. The crown is not for everyone to wear, but we can all be inspired by its glow.