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Sunday, May 29, 2016

Ultra-Violent Beethoven: "Huxley's World"

Ultra-Violent Beethoven is back with a little appetizer leading up to his main course meal, which is his yet to be released debut LP, Daddy Needs A Shotgon (D.N.A). This track, which will not be on the upcoming album, is called “Huxley's World.”

For those who may not be aware, Aldous Huxley is the author of the novel  A Brave New World (1932). The book is a literary classic that is considered one of the best fictional works of the 20th century. Set in 26th century London, the novel paints the picture of a world in which every man, woman, and child is a psychologically manipulated automaton governed by advanced technologies.

“Huxley envisioned a world that corresponds to the one I live in today,” says Ultra-Violent Beethoven.

Saturday, May 28, 2016

Rise of The Crow: Introducing Ultra-Violent Beethoven

“Mortals speak in prose. The gods speak in verse. Stellar souls are forged in the fire of memorable melodies and dancing words.”
- The Crow

Ultra-Violent Beethoven is a multi-faceted recording artist who once sought refuge from the never-ending tumult and disappointment of his personal life through imaginative self-expression.

After harnessing the mystical powers of The Crow—which he is learning to embrace as his sacred animal—Beethoven acquires the uncanny ability to musically traverse a wide variety of genre-bending soundscapes as a producer, while exploring the full spectrum of the human experience through his uncanny gift for rhyme.

His musical influences are wide and varied, from the hip hop sounds of Nas, Rakim, Wu-Tang, and early Common, to the rock impressions of David Bowie, Radio Head, and Joy Division.

This Summer Beethoven independently releases his debut LP Daddy Needs A Shotgun (D.N.A), which is a creative tour de force.  This gritty concept album is an earthy work of art that highlights a philosopher’s vision of a changing world, and the sense of urgency he feels in his heart as he struggles to get that vision into the ears of the human populace. 

However, once Beethoven's album falls into the hands of Solomon Journey—a jaded hip hop journalist who writes for Swag Temple Magazine—Beethoven’s story unfolds and his music comes to life! Instead of using his art as a form of refuge, he uses it as a shotgun to motivate and inspire others through the tutelage of The Crow.

“DNA has been a profound experience,” says Mr. Beethoven who will be producing and directing a short film  to accompany his album. “It‘s an extraordinary breakdown of a life that has been an emotional roller coaster. With this project I invite all thrill seekers into the depths of my personal amusement park.”

You can find Beethoven’s highly acclaimed album on all major retailing services beginning in August of 2016. You can periodically check in with Mind Glow Media to get some free music from Ultra-Violent Beethoven.

Saturday, May 21, 2016

Lilith's Last Laugh? Trans-Genderism & Trans-Humanism in the New Age Garden of Eden

“God created MAN in his own image. In the image of God he created him. Male AND female he created them.” – Genesis 1:27

The genetic modification of Mother Earth is a theme that I explored in my 2014 fictional work, Voices of the Dawn. While that book of modern mythology incorporates other ideas and concepts into its colorful storyline, there is a central focus on man’s seemingly increasing desire to embrace the most unnatural expressions of the feminine principle through technology.

Genetically modified crops extracted from Mother Nature’s fertile womb have flooded supermarkets and fast food restaurants across the United States. Meanwhile, when we examine the current sphere of human affairs we see a steady increase in butt and breast augmentations among women of all races, economic backgrounds, and ethnicities. Nothing that is natural is “perfect” and nothing that is “perfect” is natural. What is natural is being re-contexualized as a problem to be fixed and corrected through man-made technology.

Although it is a very subtle facet of today’s popular culture, a growing number of young women are taking their fashion cues from transgender men. These men are so eager to embody the natural beauty of the feminine form that they extend this beauty beyond its natural constraints via extensive makeup and physical enhancements that push beyond the boundaries of the bizarre and unthinkable.

In essence, the transgender Transformer exemplifies the most superficial aspects of femininity as seen, understood, and appreciated, through a MAN'S eyes, not a woman’s eyes. The trangenders aren’t women. Yet they are apparently close enough for those men who do not value femininity in its most natural, most original, most complete human form, which is an empathetic Black woman with natural hair and very little makeup.

Within the next decade, Black women who insist on always wearing tons of makeup, permed-out wigs, and Indian hair weaves will be competing with transgender Decepticons to capture the interest of would-be male suitors. The reason why these women specifically will be facing stiffer competition is because the kind of man that they will attract are chasing a personal ideal of physical beauty that can only be fully realized by a transgender Decepticon who is trying to capture an IDEA of femininity. This idea of feminity is different from true womanhood which is beyond his scope of understanding.

Whether you realize it or not, there is a war on masculinity going on in the United States. Its primary target is Black men, who as a collective, have been the standard of masculinity for the world for ages. Gay Black men who lack the mental fortitude they need to assert themselves as men may see transforming into a transgender as a viable option for escaping persecution. In the near future you will see big stories involving Masculine Black male celebrities exposed for cavorting with trannys which will bring the transgender agenda into deeper focus as a national discussion.

Instagram is being used as a social engineering tool to promote this transition in national culture from the natural to the unnatural. There may be an Instavixen on Instagram with a small waist, a fat ass, juicy thighs, and ample breasts but they may actually have a bigger penis than most of their heterosexual male admirers. Watch the Breakfast Club interview below.

However the admirers don’t know that they are actually salivating over a Decepticon who possesses “more than meets the eye” because he isn’t flashing it for them to see in plain and open view. The heterosexual admirers are responding to what APPEARS to be a female form, not a male form. They only see the female that the Decepticon is showing them through visuals, but they know nothing about the man he was born as.

On the flipside, you may see an actual woman in the street, in a grocery store, or on the train, who does not have much of the physical attributes of the Decepticon, but she radiates a feminine beauty that resonates deep within the male psyche because she is a direct and true expression of Nature's intent. The sensitivity that a masculine man naturally has allows him to sense and connect with the natural feminine energy that only THIS woman has. This ability that a masculine man has to tune into and lock into the REAL feminine frequency is what is  under attack in the United States.

A lot of the men who still have their divine instincts intact are turned off by many American women, or rather, their Liberal Feminist minds which have turned them into trangender men living their lives as women. Those who actually read sociological books and journals know that there are two dominant schools of thought within the feminist ideology: Radical Feminism and Liberal Feminism.

Radical feminists seek to undo the evils, not the virtues, of patriarchy to restore Ma’at (cosmic balance as it is understood in ancient Kemet) between the genders. Liberal Feminists are women who aspire to strap on a prosthetic penis and violently fuck Mother Nature in the butt like the Anglos have been doing for the last 200-plus years. The Liberal Feminist does this in the name of “gender equality.” The men who not only tolerate, but embrace, women who are liberal feminists as lovers will be the same ones hunting down the transgenders for sex because they possess the same soul as their Liberal Feminist lovers, but operating in two different human vessels.

If you think that I’m delusional and I have no idea what I’m talking about, I challenge you to come back and read this entire article seven years from now. I’m certain that it will make more sense to you then, than it does now. Some people reading this will say that evil men are pushing this agenda but is this really the case?

Very recently I was having a conversation with my dude Ultra-Violent Beethoven who offered a powerful perspective on this matter. He explained that Mother Nature is the ultimate expression of womanhood as a living principle.  A woman’s true beauty therefore lies in her ability to mirror the principles of nature which she was intended to be a reflection of.

No one knows and understands a woman like another woman does, and no one is more eager and hell-bent on tearing down a woman like another woman is. What if the intelligence behind our cultural transition towards the Unnatural is being initiated by a malevolent FEMALE force that envies the unrivaled beauty of Mother Nature in her true state and wants to destroy her?

Here’s something I would like you the reader to think about. Which presidential candidate in the United States would be the best psychic host to the malevolent intelligence being described in this post? Scorpio is a zodiac sign of TRANSFORMATION, but within the context of this particular conversation, what kind of transformation is taking place here? It would seem to be the transition from the organic to the artificial.

A lot of women in America are being manipulated by a cruel feminine intelligence with masculine aspirations of conquest. They falsely believe that they are marching toward socio-political empowerment through the effeminization of men and the concurrent masculinization of women.

Women who fall for the Liberal Feminist agenda are actually sealing their own doom. Keep your third eye open. We are living in interesting times.

Friday, May 6, 2016

Sexual Neurosis, Social Media & The Katholic Kente Krist

Hotep bitches. I figured I’d take the time to publicly address a subject that I’ve discussed with friends for a few years now: the blatant neurosis exhibited by many Afrocentric men and women  with regard to sex and how sexuality is  expressed in everyday life.

Many progressive Blacks living in the Western hemisphere—particularly those in the United States—have taken it upon themselves to learn the history and culture of their African ancestors to improve the quality of their lives. While this is very commendable, many  have not taken the time to go beneath the surface information designed to boost their self-esteem  to truly understand the cultural psychology, the underlying mentality, that makes African achievement possible. 

Many of these individuals come from Christian homes where people conveniently adhere to a few spiritual values, while ignoring the ones that take them outside of their daily comfort zones. They don’t realize that an authentically spiritual life is often lived on the outskirts of convenience.

Although these individuals may genuinely have an affinity and  love for traditional African culture and spirituality, they still think like   Puritans straight off of the Mayflower even though they have dreadlocks, afros, and wear big Ankh necklaces laden with gem stones over crisp dashikis. 

These people LOOK the part of being “enlightened,” and may even have an  impressive lexicon of vocabulary words to work with. Still, there is an unhealthy disconnect in their minds when it comes to sex and sensuality.

Many of them are  sexually uptight, which  has lead to demonic possession. They have entered into a composite state with the Katholic Kente Krist (K.K.K.), a malefic spiritual intelligence that terrorizes and infects  the minds of Afrocentric men and women, often causing them mental illnesses that are rooted in unaddressed sexual hangups and phobias. These seeds of neurosis are planted in their minds by the subliminal cultural influence of the Roman Katholic Church in North America and the Caribbean.

This influence revolves around self-denial, which precipitates   self-detachment, but it is ALL triggered by sexual trauma through abuse. As Inquisitives, we will examine how this all plays out among men and women in the Afrocentric conscious community, and the larger Black community, to see how the issue may be effectively addressed with solutions.

Male Neurosis

Sometimes I’ll be on social media and I’ll observe a very attractive woman post a visually enticing picture of herself and men will go out of their way to compliment the woman. The desire to give compliments is natural. However THESE compliments are often grandiose and phony.  I can tell that most of the men don’t actually know the woman to be complimenting her as intensely as they do. In most cases, the woman doesn’t even care that the men exist. This is evident because she does not acknowledge them or respond to the male compliments in her posts, although she will do so with  comments coming from other females in the very same post.

The women posting these pictures accumulate the energy that these men give away and use it to fortify their self-images, even if their sense of personal empowerment is something as simple as a renewed, albeit temporary, sense of appreciation for their own value as women.

What is not healthy is that the men will say fake bullshit  that only masks their true sexual desires like “Sista, you’re a true goddess in the flesh and a living testament to the beauty of our great and mighty race. Black power, my sista!!! Black power!!!” This sounds more like an excerpt from the script of  a comedic spoof than a genuine compliment that a man gives a woman on her APPEARANCE.

This is significant because a woman’s physical beauty generates a natural response from men rooted in raw ANIMAL  MAGNETISM, not the intellectualism and political philosophy we see in the quote above . A lot of  conscious dudes publicly deny their raw animal desires by dressing their sexual power animals up in pious, politically appropriate tuxedos made out of African Kenté cloth.

This is not REAL and most conscious women know it. They know you really want to grab them firmly by the waist and pound the shit out of them with hell’s wind staff as those extravagant earrings they love to wear jingle and you talk that filthy talk.  Depending on the man, many of the women might actually prefer this. Nevertheless they play along with the men’s Afrocentric rhetorical fuckry  for their own personal amusement.

What  man with a healthy libido is seriously contemplating racial politics when he sees a random woman with nice cakes, anyway? And if the curvaceous woman happens to be a Latina or Chicana with pale skin, or dare I say, a white female with blue eyes and platinum blonde hair, are THOSE women expressions of Latino, Chicano and White power respectively?

Maybe I took that question too far, as some conscious brothers will not publicly admit that they have in fact seen  fairly attractive women of other races because it is not in conformity with the  script that is often parroted by many in the Afrocentric conscious community.

Any frowning on individual uniqueness, any divisive promotion of Group Think or blind dedication to a political dogma that borderlines on religious devotion and religious thinking, signals the presence of the K.K.K

First of all, how does one conclude that a woman that they don’t really know is a goddess? Is it because she has a pair of warm, luscious titties that’ll  melt a thick bar of butter on contact? Is it because she’s gorgeous and is wearing a head wrap made of Kenté cloth? What has she accomplished in her life that is indicative of a goddess besides looking good and amassing likes and follows on social media? What are her ambitions?

 I guess a pretty face, a beautiful body, and some colorful African fabric is all a woman needs to qualify as the physical embodiment of a deific feminine force. I won’t call this a subtle form of misogyny because  a lot of us as men do this to women without malicious  intent.

However, this is definitely a devaluing, a degradation, of the feminine principal because no woman deserves the colloquial identification of “goddess” SOLELY off the strength of her good looks. There is so much more to what we, as English speakers, call a “goddess” than physical beauty. There are women who are better qualified to be identified as female deities in the flesh although their images may not stimulate any erotic thoughts in a lot of men’s minds.

Interestingly enough, I never hear conscious dudes refer to a wise older woman who has lost much of her erotic sex appeal to time as a “goddess,” and it’s not like we don’t see these women in our communities doing incredible things consistently. They will call this kind of woman an “Elder” or a “Queen Mother” but never a “goddess” which would be the highest level in the hierarchy of female archetypes.

Only the sistas with the big bubble butts, small waists, thick  succulent thighs, and supple breasts that we wanna titty-fuck and bathe in our special tartar sauce are qualified reflections of deity, it seems. The underlying thought here is that the highest level of power that a woman can aspire to in a man’s mind is to be an object of erotic desire.  This attitude is symptomatic of soul possession by the K.K.K, which is an internally conflicted, sexually repressed, traumatized spirit with an Afrocentric cultural veneer.

Men will make mild, meaningless references to some “Nubian Queen” or an “Oshun in the flesh” on social media and then watch aggressive interracial porno videos with Mellonee Monroe receiving hot porridge masks from big black cocks from the Congo. This is a potentially dangerous form of disassociation and mental compartmentalization taking place here. 

The reason why this can be dangerous is because the individual is never aware of themselves as a whole individual at any given point in time. Their minds are a series of fractured compartments that never overlap. People like this commit sexual crimes and genuinely believe that they’re innocent after committing those crimes.

Some men in the Afrocentric conscious  community read a lot of spiritual literature that they don’t realize is influenced by Katholic asceticism and Neo-Platonic thought so they feel guilty and ashamed of sexually expressing themselves honestly. Sex and spirituality are seen as mutually exclusive, a leftover mental program they inherited from the Christian church.

If a woman that they’re intimate with were to say to them “I want you to cum in my face. I’m vitamin D deficient and I need an explosive solar shower from my African sun god. Show me the light of Sirius and the warmth of the Arcturus,” many of these virtuous book worms would initially feel taken aback, even if they wanted to comply immediately with the woman’s request. The whole idea that it is not spiritual to  eagerly indulge in physical pleasures is Neo-Platonic, which is at the spiritual root of the K.K.K.

Then when we examine another facet of sexual dynamics we find that a healthy heterosexual man’s intense animal desires are deemed savage and abnormal by our high Roman Katholic cultural values. The problem with this is that the sexual desires that human beings have don’t just disappear because they are socially frowned upon. They are energies, and energy cannot be created or destroyed, only sublimated into other forms of expression.

These sexual energies that are stigmatized as vulgar in their honest manifestation are thereby explored in secret and in hiding. Shame and guilt causes the individual to identify, potentially, with every and anything that can enhance those emotions.  Morbid interests develop, and over time sex becomes less about  healthy self-expression and the sharing of mutual vulnerability between a male and a female, and more about the reclamation of stolen sexual power through the sexual domination and overt control of a weaker human being.

A man who does not have enough masculine vitality to sexually seduce a woman with his mind and his soul force may become a predator of weaker men and children. But how was HIS masculinity even compromised to the extent that he would embrace such perversion? Simple. He was violated by someone who was possessed by the K.K.K, so now he is too.

The large-scale penitentiary system that privatized prisons used was introduced by the Vatican in the early 18th century. St. Michael’s Prison for boys and young men was erected in Rome by Pope Clement XI. These males were traumatically introduced to the sexual mysteries of Katholicism, and spread the sexually deviant gospel to their community once they were released from prison.

The only way to rise above your beastly sexual desires is by lovingly embracing them because they are a part of you. This outlook does not entail allowing your beast to rule you. It has more to do with making your beast your bitch without denaturing it of its raw force and power. You are not weird. You are an individual who is one of a kind!!!

If you don’t embrace the beast then your neurotic attempt at disassociation will leave you terrorized and tormented by the K.K.K. You will start using sex as a means of establishing dominance over weaker people (men, women, and children), and that is not what sex is meant for.

Men traumatized by the K.K.K. may want to consider culturally appropriate psycho analysis and psychotherapy. Taking sexual advantage of men, women, children and animals is a definite sign of mental illness caused by MOLESTATION and other forms of ABUSE.

What many  of Us don't seem to understand is that all Neo-Neanderthal religions are fueled by intense sexual guilt and characterized by a forced withdrawal from ancient Neanderthal sexual perversions that have been deposited into the  genetic memory bank of the Neo-Neanderthal by Nature’s shareholders.

When you  embrace  patterns of  thought that bind you to the spiritual body of the Katholic Kente Krist you are  simultaneously OWNING and EMBRACING the fear and guilt that the K.K.K. feeds off of.  This propels you to  become a weirdo in your personal sexual preferences just like the ancient Neanderthal man.

 The tragedy is that all of this fear and guilt is not a part of your genetic legacy. Instead you have assumed a cultural identity that is not your own. Beyond cultural identity, we all have a rich and very unique spiritual identity that we reclaim when we crucify the Katholic Kente Krist. We crucify the K.K.K. by recognizing the inherent relationship between spirit and the human body.

Most of us have heard the saying that “children should be seen, and not heard.” Who coined this phrase? It originated with 15th century Katholic priest, John Mirk, who wrote this in one of his directives to other priests concerning the proper treatment of women.  All women were considered to be minors (i.e.children) by Katholic orthodoxy.

I’m willing to bet that the silencing of actual children was promoted in more recent centuries because  if given the chance to speak freely about their experiences, the children would scream: “I WAS SEXUALLY MOLESTED BY MY PRIEST!!!” Children should ALWAYS be heard unless they’re protesting going to bed at a reasonable time.

Suddenly, I notice that people want to talk about sexual depravity and pedophilia in the hip-hop community as if it wasn’t present at the inception of the art form. Long before modern hip-hop as we know it came into being, a master of ceremonies (an MC) was originally a Katholic priest who performed rites during church mass that were designed to move the crowd—oops—I mean church  parishioners, to a specific course of action.

The men who founded the Katholic church were known for their hymns (songs), misogynistic declarations, and fascination with pederasty. Its priests prefer companionship through large groups of men over female intimacy. This is well documented. Why wouldn’t we find the K.K.K. terrorizing the hearts and minds of some of our own Masters of Ceremony (MC), when the very title of MC was borrowed from the Roman Catholic Church to begin with?

This ties back to what I said near the beginning of this post  concerning the subliminal influence of  Katholicism in the Caribbean and North America. The Papal Trans-Europe Express tunneled its way out of Rome, burrowed its way through West Indian soil, and penetrated the streets of NYC at Cardinal points to rock the planet.

And don’t tell me that an “Emcee” is different from an “MC.” That argument has no merit because there would have been no way to conceptualize the former without the latter.  The word “Emcee” has no basis in meaning or definition to stand on its own without first referencing the “MC.” You already know this. I’m just reminding you.

A rapper rooted in his true cultural identity is  more akin to a West African Djele, who is mislabeled a “Griot” a term  derived from French. The French colonized Mali in 1892. Djele means “blood,” because much like the liquid crystal that flows through our veins, this musical poet has a melodic cadence and a nice flow to his fluid words. He is always accompanied by the beat of the drum, which transforms him into a Holy Grail, a living repository of the history, joys, fears, and highest aspirations of his people.

Female Neurosis

 If you’re a saucy….