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Friday, December 19, 2014

The Legend of King "Author" & His 12 Knights of the Clock Table

All deadlines are dead lines. They are artificial time markers that serve as Knights of the Round Table inside of our wrist watches and clocks. Deadlines are the feudal ambassadors and enforcers of Time, to whom all serfs must pay tribute.

Anything that perpetually bows to time will be crucified on the cross of spiritual impotence with no chance of resurrection. If our entire lives revolve around deadlines set by others then we relegate ourselves to zombies. We fashion our own corpses as exemplars of the undead.

Let's work on making time what we want it to be, because when we simply “manage” time, we make it the primary focus of our existence which it was never meant to be. It's so reactionary, which is the complete opposite of  proactivity.

It would serve us well to focus intently on what we actually value, before giving any thought about how time influences what we think we value. In doing this we construct the circumstantial mechanism that propels us through time at the speed of our core values.

Your life is a book, and you were meant to be the author of your days. Are you sitting comfortably on your throne as “King Author” or do you bow to “King Arthur”?

When we make time bow and curtsey to our own personal values then we’re using the magic of Merlin to effectively govern the empire of our years through the miraculous art of space-time perception.

This is the promised key to the pearly gates of the heaven in the firmament of our minds. Behold, the kingdom is ours!

Sunday, December 14, 2014

3rd IMAX: Visions from the Golden Screen

Some people call the pineal gland the First Eye. That’s all well and good. It makes a lot of sense since it’s the most important eye. Our ability to see out of it clearly is most critical to our psycho-spiritual development. I, however, call it the Third Eye because it’s the last of the three that we see out of clearly.

Some may say that your perception that pineal vision develops as part of a tertiary process is based on you using the artificial construct of time as a place marker during your journey of human experience. Interestingly enough, the people who say this actually validate the element of time as a tangible reality by using a word like “first which only codifies time through the sequentialization of space-time perception. In other words if time doesn’t exist then nothing can be “first,” “second,” or “third.” It just is.

Whenever you say that something is “first” you are looking at it under the microscope of time. To say that time does not exist in one breath, and then say that something is “first” in another, betrays an unresolved anomaly in one’s reasoning. Time is not an illusion as I myself, have mistakenly stated in the past. It is very real, although there are certainly perceptions of reality that transcend the construct that we know as time. Something can be relative without it necessarily being an illusion, right? You don’t have to answer that right now, just think about it.

Time is generated by speech. Space-time perception is a byproduct of language. Time does not exist in the vacuum of outer space because there is no oxygen there. You need oxygen to mold the sounds that give form and structure to the spoken word. Verbal communication was introduced to planet Earth by individuals who have highly active time cells (T-Cells) in the hippocampus region of their brains.

The hippocampus is the campus of the Cosmic Mother Ta-Urt, who serves as the chancellor of the cerebral university that we’ve enrolled in by way of a womb. After the birth water spirits broke through to this dimension we received the word and the word gave us variations in flesh.

Time can be like a mother who cares for her young, because the more accurate that we are in mentally recording our personal experiences the more likely we are to gather the most that we can from these experiences to make better decisions in the future. Sound decision making protects us from the agonies of ignorance.

You give yourself immunity from the severities of ignorance when you look at your life experiences in their proper context. However its difficult to hold your personal experiences in their proper context if you do not sequence them properly in your brain.


Imagine watching a movie you’ve never seen before with every scene and every shot playing on a silver screen outside of its proper chronological sequence. It could be the most incredible movie ever made, but you will not be able to make any sense of it because you do not have the T-Cells that will allow you to process the scenes you’re watching in their correct chronological order.

What if this confusing movie I’ve just described is actually your life, which plays in your Third IMax theater at your appointed time of death? How will your soul extract the wealth of experience accumulated by your flesh over the course of a lifetime if you have not sequenced your life experiences in a coherent fashion?

                                      This is your life...

Time can be your mommy. Some say she heals all wounds. Mommy’s Ta-Urt Cells will protect you and guide you. Get her breast milk which you will need to process the concentric cycles of change that exist within the cycles of time. Don’t bow to mommy, though, because if you do you’ll probably never get married. If you do, your marriage will fail.

What we marry is what we value, and our values must take precedent over everything including the Time construct that we filter our values through. We should strive to venerate our values and respect, but not bow to, time and its dictates. When we do otherwise, we commit emotional incest and eventually end up with a mid-life crisis.

If you came out of your mother’s womb with your “first eye wide open, seeing and knowing, then you are a shining example for the rest of us to follow. I admire you. Sometimes I wonder whether or not people like you have wasted their time coming down to planet Earth, given that your personal evolution was already  complete by the time that you came out of your mother’s womb. Then again you probably came to Earth as a messiah to save our wayward souls. All of that is really none of my business though, so I won’t overly concern myself with it.

My journey has been very different from the first eye Messiah. I’m more like the frog on the path to becoming a prince. I’ve been strengthening the eye in the center of my brain through work, sacrifice, dedication, trial, and error. I’ve  enjoyed victories and  made mistakes. It’s all a part of the learning process.

The god Nefertem, son of Ptah and Sekhemet, is often seen with a blossoming lotus on top of his head. A lotus opens when the sun rises, and closes when the sun goes down. The sun’s perceived rising and setting are observed through space-time perception. Our calendar is based on this careful observation of this natural phenomenon. In Kemet, the external sun was known as Ra, which is also the internal sun inside of the circuit board of man.

                    Nefertem, son of Ptah and Sekhemet

In ancient Kemet “Nefer” meant “Beautiful.” The word “TEM” denotes perfection or striving to attain a state of completion, which is exactly what Stevie Wonder sings about on his classic song “Higher Ground.” I’m of the humble opinion that “T.E.M.” is also an acronym for “Third Eye Max, albeit I might be slightly biased in my assessment. The Black Sun will rise and every lotus will open. That is the future, which is a far cry from the present.

Myth is more reliable than history because it always conveys universal truths, whereas history is often “a lie agreed upon as Napoleon once said. The Kemetic myth of Nefertem suggests that full pineal gland development is something on man’s horizon, as opposed to something he has already attained. You have something beautiful to look forward to, and it’s a beauty beyond your wildest imagination.

The mythology of ancient India offers us much insight into the development of the pineal gland. Shiva, who is also affectionately known as Tryambaka (The Third Eyed One) can consume the world with cosmic fire when he opens his Third Eye. Fire breaks things down, but so do people who make you think. They break complex subjects down by explaining things to you in a way that you can understand it. Also, you burn down the present world with your Third Eye by constantly reevaluating how you’re navigating through it.


The best thing that you can do to incinerate an unjust and evil world is to be just and righteous in how you move. This may require self introspection which involves processing our thoughts, deeds, and actions through our Third Eye.

According to ancient Indian mythology, the goddess of love and fertility, Parvati, held Shiva’s eyes closed while they were making love and the whole universe fell into darkness. At this time, a new eye started to sprout from the god’s forehead. The sages of ancient India are showing us that we must close our two windows to the outside world to cultivate the pineal gland.

They’re also telling us from their own texts, which should serve as our primary sources, that the eye in your head is the last of your three eyes to develop. Consequently, any reference to a “first eye” in the pineal gland is inconsistent with the teachings of the early cultures who told us about the pineal gland and its powers of perception. Like I said earlier, that does not mean that the appellation lacks merit.

          A hippocampus on the left and a seahorse on the right 

We must go within ourselves through introspection to achieve pineal perception. We must ask ourselves questions and not take things that we see with the two eyes on our face at face value. When we dig deeper we activate the heart which is satellite, or better yet, a “saddle of light,” which we put on our seahorses to navigate this thing called life. Answers to questions begin to stream into our heads as a powerful live feed.

As long as we live in a world where unarmed Black men are gunned down and murdered by police before they reach the prime of their lives, we cannot, in good conscience, say that the Third Eye is the First Eye. As long as computer keyboard activists rail against the evils of society on social networks using fake names because they live in constant fear that they will be discovered and fired by their employers for telling the truth, then we cannot, in good conscience, say that the Third Eye is the First Eye. I say this because we have yet to make the “First Eye” PRIMARY in our everyday lives.

By reading and EXPERIENCING through our two eyes we have a unique opportunity to grow up and change this culture in the future, though. Until then, Third Eye Max is the goal. Nefer T.E.M.

Friday, December 5, 2014

The Formula: Trailblazing author dishes Practical Advice on Love and Relationships

It can be argued that it is not a lack of love, but an abundance of misunderstanding that causes many marriages in the United States to fail. While an estimated $72 billion a year is spent on weddings in the U.S. annually, an increasing number of marriages are ending in divorce. According to the University of Virginia’s State of Our Unions study for 2012, about half of all marriages in the United States result in divorce.  Since the 1970s the percentages of men and women who feel like they are in fulfilling marriages have been steadily in decline.

Ro Élori Cutno, the author of the book, ManLeads, has been on a crusade to combat the entropic forces of misery that cause marriages to fall apart. Cutno, who describes herself as a feminist, conducted a two-year long study in which she traveled the world with a research team interviewing happily married couples of various racial and ethnic backgrounds. Her goal was to identify the unifying threads that allowed these marriages to thrive. Her conclusion was that marriages succeed when level-headed, responsible men with resources are the unattested leaders of the family and its affairs, while women play the role of nurturers and supporters.

Cutno—who also has a channel on YouTube—argues that in the United States, a lot of men have become effeminized while several women, unbeknownst to themselves, are masculine in their psychological orientation. The confusion of gender roles, she says, is an unappetizing recipe for disaster for many Americans today. Cutno’s book is a manual designed to get couples, as well as single men and women, on the fast track to mutual satisfaction. Very recently Cutno and I spoke about her book project.

The title of your book is Man Leads. For the sake of clarity among my  readers, what is a man?

A man is a male who is unapologetically a protector and a provider. He leads his family without any apologies.

Many people today believe that leading a family is a mutually shared responsibility between a husband and wife, and the whole idea of the man as the unquestioned leader of a household is an outmoded idea. Why do you propose otherwise in your book?

If a man is not allowed to lead, then the woman takes on the leadership role simply because one person must take it. Contrary to what we have been taught, two people cannot drive a car with four hands on the steering wheel. Contrary to popular opinion, two people cannot lead a dance that is required to have harmony. When we believe that there should not be any leader, then the woman becomes the leader of the household.

Every household will have a leader whether we want to admit it or not. If a man is not in a position to be a leader, and his woman is in masculine energy, she must dominate him in order to lead. This decreases the man’s testosterone levels, which diminishes his mental acuity and skills to lead, because he will be out of practice. If a man does not already have these things in place he needs to remove himself in order to improve his skill and position himself within another family, of some form, either emotionally or physically.

What cultural changes took place within American society over the last century or more to make your stance so foreign to many American families?

Well, for Black Americans, the first thing was slavery. Then at the start of World War 2 the campaign started to get women into the workforce. That continued on, and increased, during the feminist movement. Generations after that American women are just masculine in their energy and have lost their natural feminine nurturing.  This applies to both white American women and Black American women.

That’s a perfect segue into the next question that I had for you, because a lot of women reading this may say “well, that’s exactly what I’m looking for, a masculine man.”  But what does that look like? How does this man conduct his affairs? I’m asking you this because a lot of young women don’t have a personal frame of reference for what a man is. They did not grow up with responsible fathers, uncles, or mentors that they can use as primary examples. Many learn from popular culture and what they observe among family and friends who are just as clueless as they are.

A masculine man values himself based on what he can protect, how he can protect, and what he can provide. You will see him pursue a career or a goal which is an expression of his masculinity. Even if he is not mature enough to settle down, he is moving in the direction of settling down with a woman. He may have sex with numerous women on the road to that, or he may not.  He definitely has goals and he is actively working towards them, not just talking about them.

In order to attract a masculine man women need to stop pursuing men. You cannot properly identify whether or not a man is masculine if you are pursuing him. Masculine men are repelled by women who pursue them because pursuing is a form of hunting, and hunting is masculine in nature. A masculine man may have sex with a woman who pursues him. He may even date her long term, or marry her. But it does not mean that he will feel as if he is with a feminine woman.

In order to find a masculine man, women need to not be masculine. The best way for a woman to find a masculine man is for her to stand in feminine energy so that he can find her. When he pursues you, you need to identify where he is in his life and what goals he has achieved because a masculine man cannot devote himself to a woman if he has not achieved certain goals that prove his ability to protect and provide. His age is something a woman needs to be aware of. The age in which a responsible woman would consider a man for a serious relationship needs to be adjusted.

Does being anatomically male automatically qualify one to be the leader of a household?

No. A male is not a man until he has reached certain goals in which he has proven himself to be able to protect and provide for a woman. All males mature at different ages, but no male is mature under 25 years of age. Most men do not mature until the age of 40.  Some will mature by the age of 35. However some males will never mature into men at all.

What practical solutions to relationship problems will men and women walk away with after reading your book?

Readers will learn the five different love languages. There are things that men and women do to express love. There are things that they require to feel loved.  What many people don’t realize is that men and women do not communicate love in the same way, nor do they receive love in the same way. This is a practical manual for men and women. I call it a book, but I use that term lightly. It is a manual that is very easy to read and apply to your everyday life. Men are finally getting what they want from a relationship book.

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